WHY ? ? ? ?

WHY IS IT THAT NO MATTER WHAT I TRY TO THINK ABOUT MY MIND WILL ALWAYS GO BACK TO SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED IN IRAQ? I KNOW THAT I'M NOT ALONE IN THIS HELL, BUT 99% OF THE TIME I FEEL ALONE IN MY MIND. I HAVE THE MOST WONDERFUL FAMILY ANY MAN COULD WISH FOR, BUT WHY DO I STILL FEEL ALONE????? I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO OR THINK. IM NOT REACHING OUT FOR ANSWERS REALLY IM JUST TRYING TO GET MY MIND OUT THERE. MORE TO COME LATER.